Please Don't Take It Personal….It's Just One of Them Days

I guess you can say I'm feeling like the singer Monica right now because it's just one of them days, when I wanna be all alone. Hopefully no one will take it personal and just give me the space I need because today I deemed it an annoyance day.

I don't know why, but I woke up this morning feeling so irritable with everything and everyone.  It's as if I had a dark cloud of miserableness over my head following me everywhere I went.

You think I would be feeling good today since I hit the gym for the third time in five days this morning at 7:30 (considering the fact that it's extremely hard for me to stay motivated to lose this unhealthy weight while raising 4 little ones), but that was not the case when I got home.  All I wanted to do was lock myself in my bedroom and put a huge sign on the door that said, 'Don't bother me today!'.

It's not like anyone had done anything to me per se. It's just, I woke up feeling blah and I can't explain it. I love my kids, but geez they were annoying today. I love my husband, but I really didn't want to be around him. 

Maybe I'm tired. I don't know, but it did take a lot for me to just muster up the energy to cook tonight's dinner and sit around the table with the family.  I know this may sound bad, but I had to drown everybody out by putting on my bluetooth earbuds as I listened to some R&B music while I cooked. Then I pretended to listen to what everyone was talking about or saying to me around the dinner table.  It was as if I was in a moment of zen.  I literally tuned everybody out. 

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Does anyone else get like this when it comes to their children and/or spouse?  Drop me a line because I'd be curious to know.